sure, i'm flawed.

i shout a lot.
i get jealous.
my anger overwhelms me.
i see red almost all day long.
( i am a mess. )

i am irrational,
oblivious,
envious.

dark,
twisted,
ugly on the inside.

i am a storm of emotion.
i am distress.
i am chaos,
panic,
p a i n.

( i am a mess. )

i doubt myself more than i let on.
i hate myself more than i let on.

( i. am. a. mess. )

my mind is a battlefield and i fall apart every day.
i die every day.
i fight every day.

only to start again in the morning.

i am but a soldier falling in line.
what else could you expect?
i am flawed.
who isn't?