Is it bad that every time i hear your name my heart races faster than the speed of light. Does that mean my heart beats for you or am i just scared to face the fact that all the time spent meant nothing to you. Am i trembling because i gave you my all and you gave me so little of yourself. Am i scared that you'll run away with my secrets and never remember them. Will you think of me? No you wont even remember my name because promises can be made and still be broken. My heart can be mended and shattered again as if it was a glass vase on your table that you never really cared for so you dropped it and threw away the pieces. Am i but just a thought in the very back of your mind. So when im gone youll miss what you no longer have. A friend who loved you unconditionally. In that case will i ever be truly gone.