We have been seeing each other for a couple of months now
No anything, just seeing each other

And one day you said you wanted to spend the night…
I said ‘no problem’ a little too excitedly because I really wanted to do something huge with you.
Thoughts went in and out of my head while you were lying next to me.

God I could live this way everyday…
Under the same sheets, with hands and legs intertwined…
Like all that’s not with us on this bed does not exist…
Like we are all that matters…
Because at that moment, you were all that matters…
You are all that matters

But don’t get me wrong
Having you beside me is not the best part

Want to know what is? The certainty
This relationship lacks certainty
And for the very first time… I was certain. I’ll still have you tomorrow.

When I wake up, you’ll still be here.