I don't care if you love me But I'd like you to I push you away But I want you to stay I say mean things Even when my heart is full of love for you You were the rose And I was the thorns You were a ray of sunshine And I was your stormy night You made my day better And all I did was make you blue I tell you I won't force you to stay In hope that you won't leave You were a honey suckle And I was your wasp You were a cure And I was your poison You were life And I was death You were front stage And I was your shadow You were skipping And I was slipping You were smiling And I was frowning You were peace And I was the war You were found And I was lost You were loved And I was ****** You were too good for me And I was not enough So please stay... Or don't I don't care Even if I do I like you I don't like you You were sensitive And I was insensitive You were a Northerner And I was a Southerner You were the moon And I was the wolf You were the cherry And I was the stem You were the flower And I was the dirt You were Heaven And I was your Hell You heart is whole I don't have a heart Your life is complete My life hasn't started You were sweet And I was bitter You were the wild berries And I was the vine You were soft And I was hard You were a cloud And I was the rain You were a planet And I was the asteroid You were the water And I was the Fire You are an Angel And I am a Demon You fixed me I broke you You still stayed You were afraid to speak your mind But I was a blunt You spared the feelings of everyone I spared no one You were as soft as a teddy bear And I was as hard as steel You were glass Marked 'fragile' I was a bomb Marked 'dangerous' Don't you see? I am hard to love I am insensitive I am caring I love with a passion And hate with my heart Nothing can hurt me Eventhough I feel everything in vain I will defend you I will leave you I will love you I will hurt you I will say mean things And do kind I will not care of you Even if my heart does I will say goodbye Even if my arms say stay The door is right there... Just leave But I am right here... Just stay I am a girl With many different sides I am love I am hate I am ammo I am the gun I am the band aid I am the doctor I will love you till my last breath Or when you decide to leave Beware of me, this is a warning! I am hard to love.