I realize in my past just how empty my life would be. If I threw away my Savior , my God family here. If I threw away my Salvation and then walk away. It would be such a tormented life that I would live.' An very lonely existed here and then the afterlife. My life would become hopeless and self- destructive. But with this in mind, I shall ask for Gods protection. From ever doing anything that would bring this about. Knowing that he work out my Salvation every day.