i want to make it possible but everything just seems too impossible somebody help me fight the journey is taking too long it's getting me weaker and weaker somebody make me believe again that i can break down walls if only i could stop the world if only i could reset time the tears are quite bitter, how long there's so much beauty, but i can't seem to have it all the books/poems/stories i could have written if not... all the friends i could have made if not... all the hugs i could have given if not... all the kisses i could have given if not... i don't understand every single f*ing day the numbness has stopped me somebody explain things to me when did i ever give my permission i crushed yesterday and will be today and tomorrow too... i don't know the difference between the days no-matter how far i run away the distance don't do any justice, pain still finds it's way fighting demons both in the daylight and at dark somebody tell me where hope is am hopping someday i will find excitement in tomorrow or breathing air the impossibilities just tell me i shouldn't try even if there had be motive of trying i wouldn't know how... can i make it through the nights, somebody promise somebody help me fight in the battle field.