I feel pain everyday of one sort or another one. But the pain here just builds me up to be stronger. I would rather deal with this pain for a short while. Then to have to deal with it throughout eternality. But my Savior shall not give me more than I can handle. But my heart cries out for those whom have to deal with. The excruciating pain that drowns a person in torture. They are the ones that feels that they have to drink it away. They are the ones that the tears never ever leave their face. At least with my , I hurt non stop but by Christ strength. I haven't given up on life, like the others have done. Thus since I can relate to them its my job to keep praying for them.