I still listen to old voicemail's you left on my cell
even though your voice causes me to hurt like hell
I think of all the plans we used to make
even though you had no intention of following through with them anyways
I see you with her and I can't help but wish that was me
even though you nearly destroyed me
I still have your picture on my wall
your smile still brightens my days when I feel so small
I go to places we used to go to
just to relive the happy memories again
I walk the streets we used to walk
back when we were just friends
I re-read all the letters you wrote
trying to figure out where we went wrong
on nights when I'm sad I still think of your smile
because despite all the hate you have for me it still makes me strong