I'm sinking, like a boat hurtling towards an eternity of darkness and rust, washed beneath the tide. I'm falling, like a scream echoing throughout the chasm of my heart. I'm sobbing, like a puppy whimpering woefully at the imperial moon, longing for a home. I'm waking, like a train howling ferociously down the slippery tracks of life. I'm rising, like a man no longer hiding through the facade of a self-induced coma. I'm fighting, like a snake cornered by those who cower in the wake of its beauty. I'm yelling, to silence the preaching demons that cause me shame. I'm smiling, to show that my love for another man does not wallow in sin. I'm singing, to allow the joy I feel to bounce playfully off the valley walls. I'm flying, to dance among the white clouds that greet me like lovers. I am a man, no longer ashamed, no longer afraid, ready to love.
This was originally performed as a spoken word poem. When performing this I played the song "Life and Death" by Paul Cardall in the background. If you feel so inclined, I recommend listening to the song while reading the poem as to understand the tone of the poem better.