I know it's "stupid" to get upset over it but i don't see why it hurts so much either...
Maybe because he lied so well
Maybe it's because i believed him so much
Maybe because I fell so easily
Maybe it's because I'm not her
Maybe it's because he knew id be so relentless
Maybe I should have fought a little more
Maybe he should have told me the truth
Maybe i deserved it
Maybe i should change
Maybe I can bring back my old habits
Maybe just Maybe i can become so perfect he will really love me