I sit in the dark. A shadow to my sins. Cuts all over but where does it begin. The pain falls everywhere but stronger inside, No one understands so in darkness I hide. The loneliness enters as the pain melts away But I still cry to myself. Maybe itll be gone one day. But my hair still covers what the world doesn’t know. Feelings of happiness that’ll never show. My wrist is a canvas. My razor a brush. Why can I create art with a single touch. The night calls and when it rains I cry. No matter how damaged the heart maybe. I wonder why it doesn’t die.