I long to have tons of crazed fans, or just one for a lifetime To be with neither would lead me out of my right mind Trapped in the western mentality to always be number one Fighting the overwhelming need to just be Someone Struggling to prove daddy wrong by showing I am worth it Trying to find someone that believes who I am is perfect If I can't that must mean all those awful things are true That everyone must have daddy's same view I need a number one fan, or thousands that claim to be To be alone forever would be the death of me