Blood is thicker than water.
Boy oh boy it's drowning me.
Loss of son's immense.
Games of misinterpreted disrespect.
Maligned as sugar dumplings.
Bearing weight.
This silence is forever killing me mate.
It's much to late.
Demons passed.
Stupid teenage blast.
Went out with a bang.
Knew you not.
Never did,
Crazy lonely mother was just a stupid freaking kid.
Felt love was gained by having ***.
Left a son.
I was blessed.
I gone and messed it up.
I'm so sorry.
Really gone and done it now.
God, I'm such a sorry silly cow.
Don't know how to fix it.
F's sake I really mixed it up.
And I love you.
(c) Mum MMCV