It's happening again I thought it stopped, why won't it stop? Where are you? You're supposed to be here To pick up the phone when I call To tell me that everything will be okay That you'll take care of me To say, "Pack your things, I'm on my way." You're supposed to be here To see how messed up I am My face puffy from crying so much My hands shaking from fear To run out of the car and pull me close to you To wipe away my tears You're supposed to be here To take me to your place and call it ours To let me hold onto you The only stable thing I've ever known The one thing I can call mine To kiss me until I'm no longer numb You're supposed to be here To lay beside me while I cry into you To play with my hair until I fall asleep To say, "I'll love you forever. To infinity and beyond." You remember that right? To infinity and beyond... Where are you? You're supposed to be here