No matter what, I try to sleep well
Every night I dream of something that has to do with hell
Alone all the time and with so many thoughts
At times forgetting everything that I was taught
To many bad memories have passed in my life
So many bad memories just keep on coming despite not having a wife
I've tried and I've cried when it came time to be quiet and here by myself
There's a lot that some don't know and alot that is known by everyone else
I'm not ashamed nor am I embarrassed  
But 1 things for sure and that's that one day I will reach marriage