I don't want to hurt you. But my instincts.. The claws I've kept hidden are coming out. Its natural when you've been Kicked around, Hurt, Stuck in the corner.
I am so close to hurting you because I don't want to be hurt anymore, its getting so hard to restrain myself. You're not the same. I can't believe I'm still doing **** for you and always thinking of you. Crying for you just from the conversations.. I miss you. (****** I'm so masochistic.) You're not even an ******* anymore. You know that? You're getting to the point where you're about to jump into thr deep end, past *******, into a point of no return. Thanks a lot.