It's 7am
and it's a Friday
The only reason I'm not sleeping like a baby is
well, because I had a nightmare,
about, guess who? You.
I received a text from a friend
and another chime again
I unlock my phone to see a picture
while she was there, reading little scriptures, you were just watching her
staring at her
you know, the way you used to look at me.
Conducting my morning routine with nothing but you in my head
I may still think about you as I lay awake in bed
But the second I'm up, the trauma goes away
but why not today?
I know I can never bring myself to love you again or revive what we had
it's been too long and we are gone from each other's lives
Those times has vanished and the chapter of "us" is finished
I can only wish you luck
That you get a new girl to text"Goodnight, baby" at night
And I wish that she might just be better for you than I was
This is the final buzz of you I'll have in my mind, hearing, smelling, and sight.
Goodnight.