I am hiding behind the false allegations you keep spitting out. I am hiding behind this feeling of loneliness. I know this because when I am alone I'm back at step one. I never fixed myself, you never helped me get better. If anything I am worse then I ever was before. I gave my heart to a man who is already so broken. I gave my heart to a man who claims he is in love with me. I gave my heart to a man who isn't sure what love even is. I was not so empty before you, you are draining me of everything. You are cancer, you are killing me. I hear the way you talk about her, I hear the things you would say. I am not ignorant I see right through you. If it is not one thing its another. I swore to you my loyalty. You swore the ******* same. But looks who is sitting here in ******* misery.
Its insane the amount of us we put into one person but get destroyed in the end.