I just wanted you to show up You just wanted a show You just wanted me to grow up I just wanted to grow Except this time you see Desire hanging from the tree And this time I see Fear twirled around my knees And you always remember The ones who succeed And I always recall The ones falling free Guess you’re lounging by the hub And I’m swinging on the rim You need to be immersed in it all I need to learn to swim You surround yourself with glamour While I play in thunderstorms You attack my ugly wounds But your beauty sure has thorns Now I just want a show And you just want to grow up For I am you and you are me, Wedded to each other’s calamity, Until this big world blows up