Out of control.
         Sometimes they're
  the same thing.
                         the trick is knowing
that,realizing  
                     it's okay to feel
                                                     out of control
     once in a while,
       as long as
   you're sure
                                      you can regain
          the upper hand
                                         when you
         absolutely need to.
                                                 and really , when
             it comes to my
reclaiming control,
it comes down to one
simple little thing,
something i sometimes
have difficulty with
          
saying no.....