****. ******* **** **** ****. My mama told me never to curse. But shrewd alligator teeth words Flew from her lips, everyday. Erase the bonnet off my head.
Brussel sprouts, coffee face I try to let go of walking in the sunshine with you Hitting walls of knowing it will never work What a waste Such a connection, such a love But a best friend of mine says "Its all so perfect--in one day." I love you in your drunken **** doting state You love me when my hair is soaked in the rain Lets contemplate how to break out Wonder why it didn't work before But I gotta go.
Theres something about the Philadelphia I float through definitions and hung up words But I know and I eat fresh fruit I just really gotta go. Positive attitude, positive attitude I don't look for a man to hold me Any longer.
Searching through listings A new place to live Papa and I try to figure it all out I just don't really care what I look like today But lets make things happen As I can still feel The Betrayers coarse lips On my neck, my face, my lips Slapping a face or two Or three Jumping from variety to release I think I'm good for a while.
So I sleep alone, I shop alone, I smoke alone I stay sober alone. I shower alone. I write alone. I'm alone.
Its really quite beautiful. Oh what a pleasure I do want a white wedding dress But I twirl away from bar bathrooms in New York City I'll believe it when I see it I feel like all my writing is the same thing On repeat