Taking short cuts in life
That's not what I want to do
But all seems hopeless tonight
I'm crying, trying to keep it
Together without you

You're the best thing that has happened to me
I don't know why I treat you like ****
There's a lot of meanest you haven' t seen
I hold a lot of it back

I don't know if I want to stay
We have another life together
But what would I say
To the Innocent child of ours
That daddy is selfish
He's not a very good man
How can I get over this
And make the right decision?

What course do I take?
You shouldn't of put me on a pedestal
It's hard to not to stay
I've made all the wrong choices
And there's not one thing I would change
What does that about me?
How ignorant I can be?
And just down right ******* stupid