I would sooner die than cry again Don't you understand I don't want that mortally wounding pain? I hate crying It's when I feel ugliest I rue being vulnerable It's a wonderful but tedious thing It's got a fragility that shouldn't be broken, yet everyone has done this to the most undeserving victims of love and infatuation I can never tell you how I'm truly feeling, I can only give you the undercover story Telling without telling, whispering secrets without whispering It's a wonder you still stay around I am your caged earth Your heart is in it You can run away at any time Why do you stay, My? Why? It'll take forever to save me Life is just a crazy delusion Even after death, it has no conclusion
I got that icy cold feeling in my chest again. Feels more painful than usual.