I held on so tight
How did I loose it all?

I never knew life could have felt that good
You were the only one who understood

Turns out you didn't understand me at all
You let go and watched me fall
I haven’t reached the ground quite yet
But when I do I hope I’ll be dead
I hope the impact is enough to turn me to dirt
I hope it’ll put an end to all this hurt

I’m so alone yet loneliness is my friend
It’s the only thing that’ll be here till the very end
‘Cause even if I meet someone new
We’ll be apart when death is due

Loneliness always accompanies me
By my side it’ll always be
Even though it hurts so bad when it’s around
Is there ever a time when I’m not feeling down?

It seems as if every day is the same
It feels as if I’ve had my last happy day
But the thing that gets to me the most
Isn't the loneliness that follows me like a ghost
It’s the fact that this is all in my head
It’s a feeling that no one else could "get”

Interacting with others is like ripping flesh from bone
Within myself I've made my own home
I close my eyes and escape to places far away
To a place where my beloved loneliness wont hurt me
To a better day