Mesmerizing and magical are the only two words to describe him. The feelings are so real and everything feels so perfect. I can't help but be so happy that I'm dreading the ending. I want nothing more than to feel this high forever.. Happy ever after. But life is not a fairytale. It is so sad that I can already tell by how deep I am, that losing him is going to be the most tragic form of self destruction I will ever experience. Loving him is its own form of self destruction, but losing him will be life changing.