The way he looks at me is as if he is at a theater watching the titanic, but the ship is still sailing as the credits appear. He looks at me as if I have found the cure for cancer, as if I am important and worthy of so much. His voice has become my favorite song. On repeat in my head are phrases and words that he has carefully spoke to me and touched my entire being with. Thinking about him and our time shared together still sends out invitations to the creatures to come flutter in my belly again. Or have they ever even left? I keep telling myself they will leave soon, but they insist on staying; the party isn't over. Looking into his eyes is a lot like peering into my own soul. I can see so deeply and feel so connected to him AND myself. It is incredible and probably the greatest feeling to be able to look into someone's eyes and see and feel so much. I am falling so hard for this boy, my knees are scraped and I've acquired bruises on my belly, but my body won't stop until it is fulfilled. It's like it is literally drawn to him and will not quit until I have completely fallen. He is the only thing I could compare pain to, and still crave it.