I want to sink feel the water like a new winter blanket feel the sunshine peek through waves like a sneaky bandit feel my feet go numb like they refuse to walk again feel my thoughts drift away like Iβm in a state of zen feel my hands tingle slightly like Iβve just told a lie feel my lungs pound against my chest like theyβre drums trapped inside feel weight over my head like itβs being strangled by a crown I want to sink **but I refuse to drown