Your eyes are not portals to your soul They are not some archaic metaphysical equation Ancient mathematicians formulated to confound
They are pastures for nymphs They are branches for fruit They are laurels for poets
They rend me open like a flaming axe They tie my stomach like knotted roots I lose myself in their dusky wilderness
In them, I observe universes Perpetually exploding and collapsing Your pupils are black holes At the center of galaxies Balancing energy and force Bending light inward
Like a sickle glistening high over hayfields
In them I hear songs And sagas narrated by savage tongues Of catastrophic floods and rebirth Aryan myths about oneness
In them I see IVs dripping Candles flickering behind carved pumpkins
I loiter in them like a pauper With a styrofoam cup
Gazing on them is nearly intolerable Like glaring at hydrogen bombs blinding
It is like Hebrews Uttering the name of El- who cannot be named El- who is above mortal matrices
The eye that never sleeps The ear that always comprehends The self that waivers like the sea
Eternity ends when you blink Infernos extinguish when you sob
I tremble before them As if they're holy relics Decaying into perfection
Oh look upon me one last time My love
Oh glance at me before I petrify into pillars of salt
Look upon me Before I transfigure into an amnestic god Bearing light pure
Peer once more into my binary pulsars, frozen In a fathomless abyss.