I rise unwillingly
to meet the new dawn.
I feel bitter for a few seconds,
then I pray
...and it's gone.

The negativity still finds me, sometime
later on.
It sneaks up behind me,
and soon all His thoughts are gone.

And I'm wondering why I'm suffering,
and I'm wondering how much more
I can possibly bear.
I start to feel as if my life is some show online
that's stuck buffering,
and I'm the only cast member
who is still there.

Then I recall he has a plan for me,
and remember there is always hope.
And only I can take that away from me,
because it is always easy with his yoke.

So pray I continue in grace,
in this new found life.
I don't want to waste anymore seconds,
feeling like it isn't right.