Last night,
For the first time since you left,
I had a dream about you.
Nothing amazing happened,
We sat there, talked, ate candy and laughed
I forgot how much you meant to me,
Those moments don't matter.
Those moments were just that,
Moments.
I thought if I smothered the flame
I have burning for you,
I could just be your friend.
I wonder if you've noticed,
That I don't look at you when I talk.
It hurts to see you.
I wonder if for a second
You've regretted not choosing me.
I think about you from time to time
In such a way,
It doesn't stack up
to the better fitting "puzzle piece".
I know,
I'll have to find a way to ****
what feelings for you
I have left.
I'm just not sure
That I'm ready to let go.