your eyes give me a sign. they open up and they seem to know. they pretend to know. they act like the know. they do not. i do not want them to know me. you do not know me. i am me and i will show you what i want you to know. you do not get to discover me. you do not get to see inside. i dont want you to be able to figure me out. this isnt fun. i dont like this. please, just keep your distance and i will give you what you need to know, i will supply your thirst with what i am willing to provide. i am not willing to show you something like this, like my apprehension towards anything new. i do not know and that bothers me. i wish i could know. i wish you could not. i wish i could see, and i wish you could not. please, take what i am giving you and nothing else. i am not giving you a look inside. i am not allowing you the right pieces, please, return them and i will give you something new. please, stop. dont try to look inside. close your eyes. dont look. i dont want you to see. please.