I'm so cold it hurts to breath My knuckles crack in the cold winter and start to bleed The comfort that's in the dark and the cold, I always feel that death is always nearby I'm never warm anymore I feel so empty I've become so numb to the pain That when I'm not in it It feels strange Death comes and goes everyday And he's my only friend The storm of sadness That's always so overwhelming Is starting to become calming My hearts gone and My mind hides I'm an empty hollow shell Is this really my life?