I miss your ******* tongue in my mouth
and your hands racing across my skin
I miss your stupid voice and I miss your stupid arms
and I ******* miss you telling me how
perfect I was and beautiful I am
I ******* hate how I can’t hate you
But ****, I thought your not feeling towards me was painful
but **** how wrong I was because
not being able to kiss you or run my fingers across your cheeks is more painful than I could have ever imagined
And i don’t give a **** anymore
I’d hurt myself to be with you
Because not having you in any aspect is gruesome
And my lips can no longer keep their silence
Because ever time I see you now
I feel them about to say
‘Just kiss me now’
Because they can only remember
how your lips feel pressed
against mine with want
But it hurt so more more when all I can is discomfort in your eyes
when you’re around me