That love so feels , So reel , showed real . That **** made onto me I that kneel to . The fear Comes near Holding me dear All so clear and pale Those shadows of past That shall sail Deep down the crevices of my heart where The tracks are unfinished for the rails Bleeding nails so amaze Abandoned and deserted All taken by my soul ; hurted Could pen you into thousands of verses As there's still a little while For me to get used to this curse yet ......