The clash of ash as the gun bangs The monster under your bed is mystical But the one in your head is positively real He controls everything. Even your fears He is the one who swallows your tears For years.. He is the dark mist that fills you with bliss then pure manipulation The anger in the wind that makes you lash out at random He is the nightmare that eats your brain Hell driven & insane Deranged. Yet you never complained This monster your best friend You were never alone. As you grab your head.