calm the beautiful blue mornings, green calm growing pastures I meditate passionately viewing, white visions floating on until some afternoons, on a horizon unexpectantly, out of the prettiest cyan grows grey storms. Heat builds, rises rapidly condensing moisture, particles charge, cyan dims to black; the world arises angrily. Me and the sun hide hidden, the dark horizon growls. Flashes, and thunder roils on awakening fears. When she calms down, I meekly peek again, see a peaceful cloud and cyan calmness. Summer calm blue green. Red blonde clouds blowing free. Again.