I'm stuck in a loop an inception like paradox I'm like a cat trapped in its box It's weird, I'm aging but I'm not going anywhere locked in my straitjacket I'm on a freeway behind the tortoise but I can't pass it I'm alone but with a family I'm a walking contradiction, I'm loved but I can't stand me my writings touch people, I think but i don't know how they affect me I'm sorry, lately I've been thinking weirdly