Mar 2015
When you were here with me I wanted everything, but your callus ways gave me nothing. Eventually I convinced myself that just your being here was enough, that was such a lie!!!
I needed you like i need oxygen. You were the key to my heart, the only language I could understand. All the days I spent begging for your attention, just 5 minutes in your spot light would have surficed. I would have been on cloud 9...Instead your harsh voice said (your in the way). A right hook to my face I took and I was down. Every part of my body felt bruised and utterly destroyed. If he only knew what those words had done would he have still chose to say them to me?
I needed you like i need oxygen. You were the key to my heart, the only language I could understand. All the days I spent begging for your attention, just 5 minutes in your spot light would have surficed. I would have been on cloud 9...Instead your harsh voice said (your in the way). A right hook to my face I took and I was down. Every part of my body felt bruised and utterly destroyed. If he only knew what those words had done would he have still chose to say them to me?
People say words cant hurt you, I know my pain is real. I will remember what he said until I die and the pain is as real now as it was when he said it.
