Too many times I've cried
Not knowing where I'm going in life
I wonder if things will get better
But I still remained lazy
I thought the world owed me
Just because I was a victim
An act of total disgrace
I wallowed in it for years
Blaming God for turning his head
I never once let it go and forgave
I swelled up with hate
And drank myself to oblivion
But I still remained lazy
Suffering consequences after consequences