Maybe pain is just right in us,
hibernating all the time.
Waiting for a trigger to infect us,
to engulf us and put us in tears.
Maybe pain is inside us,
it can't be removed, erased,
and even deleted in our system.
Happiness just need to overwhelm us,
and drown this pain in us,
for us to feel, to live.
And even if I'm bleeding everyday,
this pain that cut me in every way.
I will say that I'm okay
and accepted the fact that
pain is just right in us, in me.