It's on the tip of my tongue, a chilling breeze whipping my face that lets me feel every ounce of blood in my veins. It's the feeling that I could jump and fall through the air when really I'd just hit the ground that my feet never found the courage to leave. It's the place hidden beneath the darkest part of my very soul that, when touched, makes me feel alive, no bleeding necessary, just breathing in, breathing out. It's standing on a broken sidewalk in the middle of a grey city, people rushing by, and my body is stationary, my legs molded to cement like weeds pushing through the cracks because when you think about it we are not just breathing in the air, we are breathing in the sky, constellations filling my lungs, I throw my head back and laugh them out again with joy. I'll take your hand and you'll take mine. Together we'll walk toward the sun until we make it to the end of the earth and grow ignorant to the passing of time.