Once as a little girl
I dreamed of a man
Even at 7 years old
I dreamed of a man
Not a boy
I never dream of boys
I dreamed of a man that
Never stopped smiling
I dreamed of a man
That was intoxicating
He drew me in with every
Sparkle in his eye
With every word he spoke
When I was near
I just needed
To feel his skin
I needed to bathe
In his warmth
All I see is his face
His torso and Hands
And his hair
The Sun was blinding
He was all I could see
The way the Sun sparkled
Off of his long blond hair
The way the Sun danced
On his skin
The way he held out his hand...
He held out his hand
For me...
For me.
I just needed to take it
I needed to get close enough
To hear his sweet words
I needed to hear his laugh
I need him.

I dreamed of him for years
I still dream of him
And only of him
I search for him when
I'm awake
I sleep just to see him

My friends say I need a man
But I have my man
They set me up on dates
With their "men"
But I see only boys
Horrible mean boys
Careless depressing boys
Boys that just want
What they want Boys
Who play with hearts
Like its an art
Disgusting boys.

I don't need Boys...
I only need my man
My man that carries me
My man with the longest
Blond hair
My man
With the sweetest touch
My man