I'm not sure you are proud of me I'm trying my best I hope you can see My life isn't the way it used to be I'm living it as though it's my last Day alive, it ain't perfect but I'm Blessed to have what I have, Knowing full well it can be taken Away from me in a blink of an Eye. So many things that happen In this life that are tragic, it's too Short to always be in the gloom Need to rise up and know that I Can't always change the doom But I can live my life in the here And now, smiling a little more, Grateful for the people that are In my life.