I am sad Sad to breath Sad to have no one Sad to be lost Sad to be forgotten Sad to have anger Sad to be hurt
I am happy Happy to live Happy to have God Happy to be free Happy to wonder Happy to not drink or smoke Happy to be loved
I am almost free of my tragedy
It's odd how when I'm dating someone I drink and smoke and self harm. But when I'm single... When I'm free from boys I don't drink. I don't smoke. I'm happy. Maybe I'm not meant to love someone. Maybe I'm meant to live instead.