Help me, anyone...
I've got too much to lose.
I'm hanging on the edge,
of my own noose.
Do I like being this person?
Is this even new news?
I think I have lost who I once was,
I think I'm addicted to the blues.
I think I am so far off, what I should be
who I should be to you.
There's a monster in this story,
and well, it isn't you.