Why do I even try when anything I have ever done comes crashing down around me.  
I love her but at the same time I'm not sure if its worth the risk.
She is my sunshine but also my darkness.
She is like a drug to me.  The high is fun but I'm already addicted and I can't stop now.
Thoughts of her fill my mind constantly.  She is my everything but why do I even try...
Everything I do is for the good of her. I try my damnedest to make her happy and most of the time I succeed.
The rumors that surround me are enough to push anyone away so why does she stay?  She says she wants more and I believe her but why does she love someone like me??