It had seemed like a horrible dream until I saw your lifeless face in the casket
What a waste of your life , that you lived for everyone but yourself
Just mentioning your name brings tears to my eyes
Your such an ******* you left me alone

When I saw you in the casket my heart stopped
You ******* we had a plan
When I was told about it my heart stopped beating
Im not as strong as you were
I cant keep moving
Biting my lip so I don’t burst into tears
This isn’t fair I never expected you to die first
You had so much more to live for that I never could
What happened you ambitions and a life plan
I wont forgive you for dying
You *******
Now im afraid to die and leave  people with the same pain you left me
I miss you  
I get that your dead and your never coming back but how can I accept that
You were so important to me
You’ve made me realize im such a child
I know that your dead but i keep crying hoping youll come back
Isn’t that sad I’m sure you’d laugh
And Till this day id give up anything for you to come back