More meaningful then the first But it will be the one that hurts the worst The last I love you will be me removing the memory of you from this earth Burying it six feet deep beneath the dirt Hopefully masking the pain The last I love you is a bad dream that haunts me It's a plague in my brain I want to be cured from this disease The first time a way to keep you Frontal lobe drunk on the thoughts of you Contemplation was there The voice in my head You should say it Wait no, it's too soon Plus your going away today Just say it then walk away A goodbye in disguise Saying it the first time is hard enough Like a frog in my throat I just can't cough up Gagging on the words Thick out of my mouth Like swallowing syrup I can see I can no long keep you The last I love you will be the day I release you