And i have found That i am still clinging To someone that can ceased to exist For such a long time now Ive held on to an invisible rope Hoping to break the surface But as i held on I felt like im slowly losing my grip I feel nothing left to hold on to All the good things have gone And i am utterly alone As if just realizing that now As if slowly waking up I let myself let go And let the waves of the unknown crash into me And take me Somewhere new