I want to be drugged. Not by any chemical or medicine. But, by a person. Like an addiction. I want to be assured of them never leaving. I want to be assured of them understanding. I want to be assured of them never taking advantage of the fact that I would reciprocate. I want them to believe me. I want them to trust me. Accept me. Still love me. I want someone to be sad when I am gone for good. Like the kind of sad that could **** a person. That is what I want. I want them to appreciate little things. I want them to do stuff for me. I want them to share everything with me. Everything. I want them to be there when I need them. I want to give them sweet kisses in places no one's but they've seen. I want them to argue with me. For as long as it's me they're fighting with. I want to kiss them, hold them and cherish them. I want them to be drunk and drugged on me. Because somehow I end up doing the same. I want to be selfish. I want them to bump into me someday. I want them to exist. I want them to be mine. I want them. **- Aks, //All I Want.